take a deep breathe

half 12pm on a last season of 6th semester it's almost 12pm and im still here in front of my laptop, books, while trying to figure out about my final exam for next week. i was stuck cause i cannot understand some  topic and too tired to watch youtube so i decided to just playing a song and then lying on the floor.  in this semester, i just realize that i became more brave than before. i dont know where that came from but im happy when i remember i was walking alone and go to campus to make my own internship permission letter which is it is my first time and i didn't know anything but i just go with my faith, lol. its rainy on that day, i borrow someones umbrella to print out my file and i was just realize that it's not that hard. all this time i was just too much think about my fear of make mistake or failed.  besides that im also proud when i remember that i became more confident to speak in front of people now, even tho it's not that good but at least it's better ...