half 12pm on a last season of 6th semester

it's almost 12pm and im still here in front of my laptop, books, while trying to figure out about my final exam for next week. i was stuck cause i cannot understand some  topic and too tired to watch youtube so i decided to just playing a song and then lying on the floor. 

in this semester, i just realize that i became more brave than before. i dont know where that came from but im happy when i remember i was walking alone and go to campus to make my own internship permission letter which is it is my first time and i didn't know anything but i just go with my faith, lol. its rainy on that day, i borrow someones umbrella to print out my file and i was just realize that it's not that hard. all this time i was just too much think about my fear of make mistake or failed. 

besides that im also proud when i remember that i became more confident to speak in front of people now, even tho it's not that good but at least it's better now. im proud that now im not scared for trying something big cause i know that i just have to do it anyway and god will always give his best for me. mom, dad i promise im gonna make you proud

keep it up sisill, i know you will achieve all your dreams, semangatttt

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